For You Again =)

Sorry so late only blog for you. Promised you in the afternoon but now only I free to blog. I am damn sleepy now so I made it up to you right? =) hee....

Don't be so stress over the prom yea? In life there are obstacles that we need to go through and I am sure you have quite a number of calamities that you want to survive through now. =P....I am always here for you and you know it right?

I don't want to be so emo but I still have to say this. Sorry for everything my dear for the things I ever done to you. I wish I can create a time machine. Turn back time but sorry I am not that smart hehehe....But I am still smart enough to teach you maths if you need help. Try to always smile even if deep inside you are sad. But of course don't hide your sadness too much la k? If you keep everything to yourself can go crazy one you know?Take care love =)Night

Correction

Sorry for the inconvenience but pwincess stef dont like. Neither misssurvivingthroughacalamity nor miss bombastic words. hehe...Cute la you.

Surviving through a calamity

Miss survivingthroughacalamity just called me HEHE..She called till dont have credit. Awww =). For you, though you didnt mention on the phone, I know you are having problems but you just dont wanna talk about it. Dont think so much aight? Trust me. Lets text tomorrow? Take care love

Holidays

Holidays are meant for people to have fun. However, I am not having that much fun as expected. Friends come and go in life. When you thought you found friends that are really important, misunderstandings and arguments happen but dont worry all these negative things will eventually lead to something positive, a stronger relationship. =). More friends of mine will be leaving our country to study and enjoy themselves overseas. I wish them all the best.

Thank you to you all who cared for me when I was having a hard time. Really appreciate it. Can we actually learn so many things in just one year? YES WE CAN. We enter a new environment, we meet new people from different states. We all have different personalities and we try to tolerate each other to maintain our relationship. This kind of tolerance gives me hope. All of my friends in UFP should be complimented for this. Nice.

Friends who are entering Monash, all the best. Friends who are entering Sunway, enjoy yourselves. Friends that I am going to make, nice to meet you. Couples, love each other more and minimize arguments. Good night. =)

=)

I really can smile right now. I used to bluff myself that I am able to forget about all the sad stuffs. But I was wrong =(. This time, my dream came true. Those things that people used to hurt me last time dont work anymore. haha. Its not that I have become cold blooded but its just that I realized that in life, we cannot trust or treat someone 100%. God is fair, life is fair.

ARRGHHHH hope I can find a scholarship..

WTF!!!!

Blocking people is an act of childishness and it just indicates that you are running away from reality. I thought after all misunderstandings were solved we can become good friends again. You always hear things one side and it is seriously damn fucking annoying. And whatever that you heard maybe things I said fucking long ago!!!!!!! When you were mad at me, dont tell me you didnt talk bad about me. Now you said that I am fake? Come on if it is not I help you, you wouldnt even have that very VERY VERY good friend of yours now!!You would have lost her!!!! Why did I help you? Cause I didnt want a friendship to be ruined just like that. I think the same for ours. I really treated you as my very very good friend and I really cherish our friendship. I feel so sad when you do this kind of things but what can I do? You dont appreciate you dont wanna fix the problem. Instead, when anything happens the blame is always on me. And its cause of you fucking bitch I lost another friend. Fuck you. No wonder he doesnt want you. You know studies > YOU.

Sigh

I dont ask for anything much. I just want everyone to stay harmonious. No more fights. This is why I couldnt really take it when I saw you all argued. Just wanted to help. Now, the gun is pointed towards me instead. So teach me what should I do? If I am thinking too much, then come and persuade me, give me confidence in our beautiful friendship. Please guys....Our friendship means a lot to me. Please?=(

Terengganu

Will be heading to Terengganu tomorrow.Hopefully after I come back I can settle all the problems with a calm and peaceful mind

Stress and bored

2 more weeks to business com presentation and I only found a little bit of information. What should I do? I have so much stats assignment to do. Sigh but I just dont have the mood to do anything. After CNY all the deadlines will come. Everyday I am just thinking about YOU.

Enjoy your holiday okay? Have fun and forget all your stress back here. You truly deserve this holiday. Please take care of yourself over there.

You idiots. Who the hell you think you guys are to do this?Huh? Even if you guys want to do this, you guys come and argue and reason with me. No balls? Then fuck the idea. If you can reason with me, then by all means, do it. You guys are being disrespectful to me and I am so disappointed with some of you. I dont know whether I still can trust you guys or not seriously. Tell you all something. Even if you guys decided to forget bout it, me and Adam will go all the way to find out who the hell is creating trouble inside. I make sure I will screw you guys. Fuck off bitches.

Tired

I thought I had enough sleep but dont know why I'm damn tired. Adam and yaw slept over at my house last night. Slept at about 2 plus and woke up at 12. 10 hours of sleep should be more than enough but why am I tired.

Got lectured by my dad just now. Doesnt he feel bored scolding over the same thing again and again. I practically can memorize the words he used to scold me.

Are you the type of person they think you are? I hope they are wrong. I really do. I choose not to find out. I choose to think positively because of how I feel towards you. Cheer up. Do not be too sad over some things. Seeing you sad doesnt make me feel good either.Do I still have hope? If not, tell me why are you doing this to me. Tell me

Ciao

Just for you

Doing stupid stats assignment now. But this post is just for you. The post about adam and angela is special but this post is even more special cause its just for you. I think about you when I am alone since I had a crush on you. I dont even know why I liked you. There is no explanation to it. I remember the first time we spoke to each other, I knew you were special. I knew you were not like any other ordinary girl that I see on the streets. Maybe there is something unique about you that attracts me to you.

Every time I get your text, it is difficult to hide the smile away from my face. Right away, my friend would ask me " Is it her?". Immediately, I would burst into laughter and I just could not stop smiling. When I see you smile, everything in my world seem so beautiful till I cant express it in words.

Even now, when I know we just could not get together, I still have feelings for you. You told me that we are nothing more than friends but dont worry, I am okay. I will stay strong. Even if you are not my gf, you are my good friend. I am sorry that I cant promise you that I will forget bout you, but I will just follow my feelings. Maybe you should move on from your past. Even if you dont accept me, please find someone that treats you well.Please. Seeing you happy will be sufficient to put a smile on my face.

Adam and Angela

This post is specially dedicated to my very close friend or rather my bro, Adam and his gf, Angela.

To Adam, thank you so much for always being there for me bro. Probably without you I would still be the old annoying Seng. Thank you bro for changing me for the better. You were always supportive towards me though most of the time u dont know what is happening. Thanks bro for trusting me. I will heed your advice.

To Angela, I really appreciate that you welcomed me back into the gang. Thank you so much. Up till today, I still regretted that the things that I did that hurt you last time.However, if I were to turn back time, I wouldnt turn it because if that didnt happen, I wouldnt change. Thanks.

To both of you, seeing both of you together made me realized that time really flies. From knowing both of you seperately to seeing both of you together. But I am really happy that both of you are together now. Match made in heaven. Really. Sorry about last time and if there is anything I can help for sure I will. I will protect my bro and my sis in law. Thank you guys. I would like to get a gf so that I can double date with you guys and if piggie brings ******* it will be triple hahahahaah.....but i am still waiting for the right girl. I wonder when will she come to my life. Here I wish both of you to stay happily, cherish each other and less arguments. haha...I am really lucky to have you guys in my life.

Btw, I actually typed this whole thing again. Mozilla died just now. But nothing will stop me from appreciating you guys. Thank you

MIRACLE

I know I stated that I am not going to blog but I just feel like doing it right now. It's a miracle actually. Do you guys believe in miracle? Cause maybe I do, maybe I dont. Anyway the past week was tiring week for me. It all started when I went drinking with bro Adam, Ela, Piggie and William. On Wednesday, when class ended at 4, adam wanted to teman his gf first so being an understanding friend, I went yumcha with nash at Asia Cafe first. Found out a few things that really made me excited but unhappy at the same time. Anyways, me and Adam went and dota for 2 rounds at FTZ then met the others at Little Bally at 7 plus. We ordered about 20 bottles of beer and we cannot even finish it. We suck at drinking I guess but maybe it is not me...LOL..Played a few drinking games over there....After tired of drinking, we decided to go Genting. Guess what we did there. Mcds, walk walk a bit and slept in the car. Great hahaha......Being the lamp post of the couples, I felt kinda awkward initially but thanks to my understanding bro and his gf I felt good after that....Thanks....Left genting at bout 4 plus. On the way back, I was thinking of HER....Yes her....I just dont understand why...Couldnt control I guess....Sigh..Reached Subang at 5.30, showered and off to breakfast with Adam. In stats class we were practically dozing off but thank god we still performed quite well for our biz comm presentation. After class went home and sleep right away cause at night I had handball to attend.

Many of my friends left overseas and few more will leave by end of this month. This made me realise that I have to treat people around me well, treasure and cherish them whether friends or lovers. Thus, the changing of my attitude into the "knowing less" person is indeed right. If I didnt change I probably wouldnt have friends right now. Thanks guys. Thanks bro, ela and piggie for forgiving me. Credits also to yaw. Hopefully we will hang out more. =D

This week I have so many things to think about. All my work (due to irresponsible person), friends leaving and of course her. Thank you for being frank to me. I totally understand why you feel this way but I just couldnt control my feelings. So so sorry. Do not feel bad. Its normal.Take care.

See ya guys

A post to explain a bit more about myself

Hi guys!!! This post is basically just to tell who am I and all. Basically I am currently doing a foundation in business in Metropolitan College( if u dont know where it is I dont blame you). I am 20 this year and yes i am slow one year for my education (if you wanna know why come and ask me long story).

I was previously from SMKDJ. Met many friends there and did lots of things together but too bad most of my friends are in different places in the world. Some in Australia some in UK and other places. Life just have to go on and what is left behind are just sweet memories of the things we did together.

Currently, I met many great friends also when I just came to this college. Initially, I thought I was going to have a hard time studying and mixing with the other students since they are chinese educated. Thank god I managed to blend in and met people from different parts of the country. Adam and Yaw from JB, Angela from PD, piggie from Malacca and many more. I spent a lot of quality time with them and really treasure it. Though some stupid things might happen cause of my own stupidity but I believe time is the best medicine. And all of us should actually just look forward. Here I would like to thank you guys for being there for me, tolerating me and accepting me for who I am. Thank you guys. Not only names that were stated here but also to some of u who advised me. You know who you are. Thank you guys. Lets stay happy together!!!

First post of my life

This blog was accidently created just cause i wanted to view angela's private blog and i need to create a google account in order to view her blog. So if anyone stumble upon this blog i wont be blogging unless I really change my lazyness and decided to start blogging. So see ya guys and have a happy 2010..=)